Complicated is a situation makes me a headache, difficult to decide what I want, and sometimes drive me to do nothing but being lazy :D.
Like what I told you last week, I have a job as social worker. And I have a complicated relationship with it. I tell you that I love my carrier as social worker, much. Because I work here, I can go to some places that I never imagined before. by working here, I am forced to be more grateful because I always read poor people’s pofiles and sometimes I meet them in person when I have an empowering visit to slum area. What I see there, it slapped me right in my face,
“Ncuss, you are lucky! You are blessed because you have a husband, a motorcycle to ride, a smartphone, DSLR, and beyond everything.. you are healthy and have a perfect body. How could you not be thankful for what you have?”
Yeah, I love what I am doing here.
In the other point of view, I “hate” my job because I have less day off than everyone I know. I can’t get it easily from my office because it’s always a “peak season” here =)). If you read Trinity’s story about how she work hard then get 7 days for her vacation from her office (Before she decided to resign, of course), well, it will never happen to me. Especially for the position I have :v. sometimes, I feel I don’t have a life except my job. Beside, I have a traveler soul. Somehow, It makes me suffer *le to the bay, lebay =)) *. I’ll tell you a secret that I will get sick easily if I don’t take a vacation during 1-2 months :D.
I have more words to describe what I feel, but from what I write above I think you can get the point :D. I love my job but I love traveling more. I don’t want to resign (yet) but It will make me crazy if I get la lot of difficulties to take day off :v. #pucingpalaberbi
This post is my submission for 18th EF’s theme